hey if anyone knows where i can find a collection of photos of gays in new york in the 80s lemme know plz.
wake up, start crying
watch clone wars, start crying
make iced coffee with almond milk, start crying
start crying, continue crying.
sometimes the test is everything you were against.
what if suddenly the threat of losing you changes his perspective?
it’s all so terrible… such a terrible pain to be untrue to yourself… and begin the agonizingly slow steps to recovery, many of which you’ll have to tread over and over…
such a burden…
I actually love working at a bar… it has it’s negative aspects, health wise… for instance I had a couple of shots tonight… also it’s 5 am.
but it’s really like a performance on a busy night. I’ve learned to coordinate all my movements into fluid succession… like ballet or something. I just get into my own world. it’s fun.